tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-74242165736673068862011-07-30T17:42:37.273-07:00握一片凋零的秋叶在掌心,冷洁的月光是它的守护者,满天的星斗延伸着将要枯黄的记忆.秋儿的世界是孤独的禁区,它将该记住的记住,该忘记的忘记...秋儿の月光http://www.blogger.com/profile/11557617202590490910noreply@blogger.comBlogger311100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7424216573667306886.post-63103121206151895182010-03-18T07:23:00.000-07:002010-03-19T02:02:35.178-07:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_A1DwgaaJUFs/S6LHgvtaw1I/AAAAAAAAAHo/mmGU2tifRm0/s1600-h/20081007_363e5894d48e49780cd4hI1s8FLkoZBD.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5450137864448426834" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 264px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_A1DwgaaJUFs/S6LHgvtaw1I/AAAAAAAAAHo/mmGU2tifRm0/s400/20081007_363e5894d48e49780cd4hI1s8FLkoZBD.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><strong>张国荣 当爱已成往事<br /><br />往事不要再提 人生已多风雨<br />纵然记忆抹不去 爱与恨都还在心里<br />真的要断了过去 让明天好好继续<br />你就不要再苦苦追问我的消息<br /><br />爱情它是个难题 让人目眩神迷<br />忘了痛或许可以 忘了你却太不容易<br />你不曾真的离去 你始终在我心里<br />我对你仍有爱意 我对自己无能为力<br /><br />因为我仍有梦 依然将你放在我心中<br />总是容易被往事打动 总是为了你心痛<br />别留恋岁月中我无意的柔情万种<br />不要问我是否再相逢 不要管我是否言不由衷<br /><br />为何你不懂 只要有爱就有痛<br />有一天你会知道人生没有我并不会不同<br />人生已经太匆匆 我好害怕总是泪眼朦胧<br />忘了我就没有痛 将往事留在风中</strong><br /><br />这词这句将一个男人想和一个女人分手时的理由说得全面到位：依然有爱，却是自己不好，自己的境遇不好，无力挣脱现实中残酷的束缚，将前缘再续。。。 当然，这情感有可能全是真实的，字字句句有可能全是肺腑之言。<br /><br />字里行间渗透着一股子无奈的悲凉，也能感受到男人那种知命任命后的冷静。闪过一个疑问： 如此这般的决绝是否终有后悔的一天？<br /><br />不用闭眼都能想得出整套故事：...轰轰烈烈地大爱大痛过后，随之而来的冷静，警醒与思考...男人作出最后的决定...他毅然地离去叫她心痛不已，要知道就在几天前他们还曾是多么的亲密无间，虽然一开始就知道彼此相爱是极不明智的。 女人深知男人的离去将无可抗拒不可逆转，绝望中回忆却一幕一幕如排山倒海...心乱如嘛，泪润眼框,女人眼前的世界如雾如沙,仿佛整个世界在渐渐隐去...<br /><br />遭遇爱情，是绝大多数女人命中的劫数。但，没有什么比遭遇爱情更能作为女人成长的养分，或者说没有什么更能让一个天真浪漫的女孩蜕变成一个务实豁达客观坚强的女人。没有经过感情历练的女孩会幸福得像个白痴，小姑娘和中年妇女的区别就在于，前者以为爱情可以战胜一切，后者深知不是。真要命！怎么都要经过一番折腾，才能搞清楚 女人 情感 生活 事业 在一个男人心中孰轻孰重的问题，在一定前提条件之下，在权衡思量之后，这顺序完全可以打乱重排。当男人作出决断：让爱成往事吧！那个女人已定成为他的某个障碍了。<br /><br />其实女人的心思不难猜，其实女人的想法很简单，其实女人的心灵最透明，他们说什么她们就信什么。其实男人了解女人的心思，知道她们心中最柔软的地方。心思再缜密的女人也绝不会怀疑男人把她喻成一个精美的瓷器，倘若再能欲擒故纵，小心翼翼与她保持着肉体的距离，给个美丽又合理的解释："这就好比爱极了一样东西反而不敢轻易触碰，生怕一个不小心损害了它..."女人的心就此融化...<br /><br />下了决心让爱成往事的男人,不诉苦不喊痛,收拾心情重新生活。女人也不愿做因男人离去就哭哭啼啼的怨妇。怎么离了男人就不能过了？她又恢复了坚强平静的外表。精神深处，敏感 脆弱 容易受伤且不易愈合。</div><div><span style="color:#000000;">我</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7424216573667306886-6310312120615189518?l=luckypanmimi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>秋儿の月光http://www.blogger.com/profile/11557617202590490910noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7424216573667306886.post-60162389584659736012010-02-06T22:21:00.000-08:002010-03-18T17:41:52.288-07:00<div align="center"><span style="color:#cccccc;"><img style="FILTER: alpha(opacity=100,finishOpacity=100,style=1); WIDTH: 369px; HEIGHT: 327px" src="http://1f0mpw.blu.livefilestore.com/y1pOIS6ZpOaeMMdpq713ufeP4JRNDnS_9EK3HXH8s2ZEPIIKH2wlGA4-VONIV0qmF9AaE2U6yItwV1zpXh_wKpDHivlZoxespNR/A761786117699OXC%E5%89%AF%E6%9C%AC.jpg" align="right" /></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><span style="color:#000000;"><br /></span></span><span style="color:#66ffff;"><span style="color:#000000;">我 </span><br />好累哦<br />跟着他筋疲力尽地又翻过了一座山<br />不确定这次翻山越岭之后的风景是否就会变美好<br />读了小蒋同学写的四叶草<br />其实好风景并不需要去寻找<br />只要有份美丽的心情去成全<br /><br />心情一点点地好起来<br />似乎也开始慢慢喜欢上澳门的很多东西<br />下班拉了CHANCY去吃那个棉花糖刨冰<br />超级诱惑的荔枝口味伴着炼奶香<br />CHANCY说好神奇哦刨冰居然也能如此精致<br /><br />我永远不会因为心情不好而减少食欲<br />所以这段时间没有消瘦反而胖了不少<br />很快成了甜香园的regular customer<br />以后离开MFM的时候一定会又多份记忆多份怀念<br /><br />真的要感谢我身边的朋友们<br />如不是你们我可能熬不过来<br />为了让我不寂寞请半天年假来陪我<br />为了让我宣泄花大半个晚上听我又哭又笑<br />因担心我半夜买醉而赶来我家并等我熟睡才肯离去<br />还有MSN EMAIL里的那些个友善的规劝和关怀。。。<br /><br />虽然已经是孩儿她妈了<br />但仍然还是那个永不让人省心的丫头<br />一半是丝毫不减的倔强<br />一半是死不认命的癫狂<br /><span style="color:#000000;">WO</span> </span></div></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7424216573667306886-6016238958465973601?l=luckypanmimi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>秋儿の月光http://www.blogger.com/profile/11557617202590490910noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7424216573667306886.post-74986137704089996012010-01-24T20:38:00.000-08:002010-03-16T07:12:27.615-07:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_A1DwgaaJUFs/S5-Rp0Bbh_I/AAAAAAAAAHg/7IGDWVdx0-0/s1600-h/æœªæ ‡é¢˜-1副本.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5449234221666895858" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 274px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_A1DwgaaJUFs/S5-Rp0Bbh_I/AAAAAAAAAHg/7IGDWVdx0-0/s400/%E6%9C%AA%E6%A0%87%E9%A2%98-1%E5%89%AF%E6%9C%AC.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_A1DwgaaJUFs/S5-Q9qfr2_I/AAAAAAAAAHY/naI6qKf5wqY/s1600-h/未æ"></a><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_A1DwgaaJUFs/S5-PlS4XtEI/AAAAAAAAAHQ/tyPsBjoLm78/s1600-h/未æ"></a><div><div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">凉透</span><span style="color:#ff0000;">了的感觉<br /><br />终于抛开所有的顾忌<br /><br />大声地在你面前说不<br /><br />之前因为太在乎活得太辛苦<br /><br />之前因为情太深痛得太刻骨<br /><br />那些让我欲罢不能的无力感<br /><br />那些绵绵无绝期的愁绪<br /><br />那些还没有完成的誓言<br /><br />那种种与你有关的一切<br /><br />都统统地在这一刻剥离开我的生活<br /><br />曾经把我捧在手心里说永不要我受伤的你哪去了<br /><br />为什么一定要让这个我一落泪就烦躁的你来代替呢<br /><br />为什么要被你反复提醒：“一定要改变成他们满意的样子，否则他们就不再给我时间了”<br /><br />因为“他们”是你更亲的人 对吧 ，“他们”的话更可信? </span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><br />或许爱就注定了我们的曲终人散<br /><br />或许这无法收场的局面早就是铁定姻缘的<br /><br />太疲惫了<br /><br />不想再去在乎什么<br /><br />不愿再去挽留什么<br /><br />算了吧 就这样吧<br /></div></span><div align="center"><div><br /><div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">我们谁也别再去留恋</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></div><div align="center"> </div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7424216573667306886-7498613770408999601?l=luckypanmimi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>秋儿の月光http://www.blogger.com/profile/11557617202590490910noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7424216573667306886.post-58790523780169974892009-04-25T04:58:00.000-07:002010-01-21T19:03:35.206-08:00<p align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#66ffff;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#000000;"><strong></strong></span></span></span></span></p><p align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#000000;"><strong></strong></span></span></p><p align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#000000;"><strong></strong></span></span></p><p align="right"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#66ffff;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#000000;"><strong><img style="FILTER: alpha(opacity=100,finishOpacity=100,style=1); WIDTH: 341px; HEIGHT: 453px" src="http://tgiq5a.blu.livefilestore.com/y1p5Hc8ZuvrPthrYQe7nWF3yxpDPBV7qdq2UVIrTq_eHdt9Z0-zT5csbP2Ktuh9DVxJ0IPNxcWFOuZNZwDmBZu-JJYL7xIUbVB0/y1pgWTZnXesOIDxvN5-JwdwGCJ7y1X0UHv-Ks6Lx3VSK40YVevuPeiuGARNESzCD117.JPG" align="left" /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">It's the first wedding anniversary in our life</span></strong></span></span></span></span></p><p align="right"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#66ffff;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#000000;"><strong><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br />这天伴着心中绽开的璀璨烟火</span></strong></span></span></span></span></p><p align="right"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#66ffff;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#000000;"><strong><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br />我和你郑重宣布：</span></strong></span></span></span></span></p><p align="right"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#66ffff;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#000000;"><strong><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br />我们的LOVE STORY正式通过试用期</span></strong></span></span></span></span></p><p align="right"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#66ffff;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#000000;"><strong><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br />就像亲爱的你说的那样</span></strong></span></span></span></span></p><p align="right"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#66ffff;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#000000;"><strong><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br />从今天开始写着烦恼与不快的那一页将永远被翻过去</span></strong></span></span></span></span></p><p align="right"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#66ffff;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#000000;"><strong><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br />今后的故事一定越来越好</span></strong></span></span></span></span></p><p align="right"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#66ffff;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#000000;"><strong><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br />因为我们对彼此爱的信念永远不会改变</span></strong></span></span></span></span></p><p align="right"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#66ffff;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#000000;"><strong><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br />(*^__^*) 嘻嘻……<br /></p></span><br /></strong></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7424216573667306886-5879052378016997489?l=luckypanmimi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>秋儿の月光http://www.blogger.com/profile/11557617202590490910noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7424216573667306886.post-77337220534566140052009-04-20T04:14:00.000-07:002009-04-21T06:42:24.602-07:00<div align="center"><span style="color:#cccccc;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><img style="FILTER: alpha(opacity=100,finishOpacity=100,style=1); WIDTH: 435px; HEIGHT: 339px" src="http://tgiq5a.blu.livefilestore.com/y1p3rNsXviTCNo_adpWFFkgmBmUOYYxrMvTNkSCUqLHb_ZUmUZSgsQwh8TSpbozngyToH2N4VHo-W5dIvcnP4Mwf4q7I7wuePv_/17594938.JPG" align="right" /></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">听说他们分手了</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-size:78%;">我</span><br /></span>我真是比他们还要难过 </span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /></span>一直不停地簌簌掉泪 </span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="font-size:78%;color:#000000;">我</span><br />这下我相信了 </span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="font-size:78%;color:#000000;">我<br /></span>来自家庭势力的影响居然真会有这么大 </span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span> </span><br />硬是生生把深爱着彼此的他们给分开了 </span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span> </span><br />分手后他说他依然很爱很爱她 </span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /></span>只是他无能为力 </span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span> </span><br />可能是吧 </span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span> </span><br />他的力量不够强大 </span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="font-size:78%;color:#000000;">我<br /></span>没办法把来自于家庭的力量抵挡在他们的爱情之外 </span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-size:78%;">我</span><br /></span>我突然想起了朋友的一句话： </span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="font-size:78%;color:#000000;">我</span><br />“真情往往不是用来珍惜的，而是用来辜负的” </span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-size:78%;">我 </span><br /></span>可是，说不定正是因为被辜负反而会赢得珍惜了呢 </span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-size:78%;">我</span><br /></span>虽然他们终究没有踏上红地毯 </span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /></span>但是爱情犹在 </span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="font-size:78%;color:#000000;">我</span><br />不也很好么？</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="font-size:78%;color:#000000;">我</span><br />我一直认为 </span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-size:78%;">我</span><br /></span>没有了爱情的婚姻就失去了意义 </span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /></span>而没有婚姻的爱情却有着永恒的生命力 </span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="font-size:78%;color:#000000;">我</span><br />婚姻里的快乐往往没有吞下去的苦水多 </span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="font-size:78%;color:#000000;">我<br /></span>而让人荡气回肠又感慨万千的爱情却往往被缺憾所成全 </span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="font-size:78%;color:#000000;">我</span><br />可能命运无情地打击了他们的同时 </span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="font-size:78%;color:#000000;">我</span><br />却又恰恰悄无声息地成全了他们的爱情 </span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-size:78%;">我 </span><br /></span>站在爱情里仰望着的婚姻是天堂 </span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-size:78%;">我 </span><br /></span>站在婚姻里仰望着的爱情是地狱</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="font-size:78%;color:#000000;">我</span><br />结果我们总是 </span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span> </span><br />一脚地狱一脚天堂地走走停停 </span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-size:78%;">我</span><br /></span>爱情和婚姻 </span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-size:78%;">我 </span><br /></span>永远是寻找幸福的人的生命中的劫数<br /></span><span style="color:#000000;">我</span> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7424216573667306886-7733722053456614005?l=luckypanmimi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>秋儿の月光http://www.blogger.com/profile/11557617202590490910noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7424216573667306886.post-45052141124997351082009-04-12T07:33:00.000-07:002009-04-16T07:31:23.746-07:00<p align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#66ffff;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#000000;"><strong></strong></span></span></span></span></p><p align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#000000;"><strong></strong></span></span></p><p align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#000000;"><strong></strong></span></span></p><p align="right"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#66ffff;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#000000;"><strong><img style="FILTER: alpha(opacity=100,finishOpacity=100,style=1); WIDTH: 408px; HEIGHT: 313px" src="http://tgiq5a.blu.livefilestore.com/y1pBDJOOI6RaKV86Z0KpTl9NimNyGGwuSwcG5wHI_QmgDraHy011cWDMaIyPTgxkfTFIZnV6HY9g8FlOBH5scuh8NeCFisojyOc/post-23-1120624243.JPG" align="left" /></strong>我</span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">婚姻里</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">幸福总是围绕在别人身边</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span><span style="color:#660000;">而烦恼却总是纠缠着自己</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">自从生命中多出了一个家庭</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">我 </span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">我就总是因为面对复杂的关系而患得患失</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span><span style="color:#660000;">朋友说很多时候爱情是沉重的</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"><span style="color:#660000;">你可以放弃它但是也可以捍卫它</span><br /></span><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /><span style="color:#990000;">我不愿放弃</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /><span style="color:#990000;">所以总是在两难中疲惫地找着平衡点</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /><span style="color:#990000;">希望自己傻傻地爱</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /><span style="color:#990000;">爱得越糊涂就越好</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span><span style="color:#cc0000;">你说我成长的道路太顺 遇到的坏人太少</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span><span style="color:#cc0000;">我明白话中的潜台词</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">但是,请你不要忘记</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span><span style="color:#cc0000;">正因为世界在我眼中并非灰暗</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">我才会有这样一颗单纯的心无所求地爱着你</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span><span style="color:#ff0000;">婚礼中那些祝福的话是真心的么</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">我 </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">如果是</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span><span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;">能否成全我们在今生把天赐的姻缘用尽！</span><br /></strong></span><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /></p><p align="right"><br /></p></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7424216573667306886-4505214112499735108?l=luckypanmimi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>秋儿の月光http://www.blogger.com/profile/11557617202590490910noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7424216573667306886.post-57253137686211627082009-04-06T02:15:00.000-07:002009-04-18T08:14:31.430-07:00<div align="left"><span style="color:#000000;">我<img style="FILTER: alpha(opacity=100,finishOpacity=100,style=1); WIDTH: 467px; HEIGHT: 311px" src="http://tgiq5a.blu.livefilestore.com/y1pfrteSxRuZhMREPTmDWaNZYehZZKv2DFMwjXBuMGheQQXJNwFmBQfLw3n-ZBLsLzoIm0bSmahyAouNatl8_nTxxIBzS9L-mqa/y1piM_ujVArGwW78g9dBMEZzx3_3o2DIeXXpfMthJSXkVUiguknN8bqwaC_lL9Mr0o8.JPG" align="right" /> 我</span></span><span style="color:#000000;"> </span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color:#33ffff;">若</span><span style="color:#33ffff;">不是痛之彻骨</span></span></span><span style="font-size:78%;color:#33ffff;"><br />那么宽容温柔的你<br />不会写出这些悲伤愤怒的文字<br /></span><span style="font-size:78%;color:#33ffff;">不过并没有震撼我的心灵<br />只有一种恨铁不成钢的感觉<br />真想骂你一句活该<br />更想替你狠狠扇他一记耳光<br />一直以来<br />我都替你悬着心<br />因为很明白<br />你不是他心中的宝<br />否则他怎会在阳光明媚的日子里为你撑伞<br />而在大雨倾盆的时候对淋湿的你冷眼旁观<br />又怎会在你辛劳付出中毫无愧色地分享着你的收获<br />却不肯为你洒下一滴汗水<br />你总是用各种理由说服自己不去计较<br />总是认为终有一天会换得他的感动和自省<br />所以你宁可捂住耳朵闭上眼睛<br />那些甜言蜜语背后的狡诈<br />那些道貌岸然隐藏的丑陋<br />再也没有被你认清的机会了<br />可能对你来说赤裸裸的真实是残忍的利刃<br />但我最终看不下去你在困顿和委屈中延续着的宽容和伤害<br />所以不该说的还是说了不该劝的还是劝了<br />虽然知道这些规劝终究抵达不了你的心<br />只是希望让预料中的伤害不要来得太猛太快让你无法承受<br /></span><span style="font-size:78%;color:#33ffff;">既然来了就勇敢面对吧<br />在伤痛中学会把握爱情的长线<br />然后等待下一个晴天的出现<br /></span><span style="color:#000000;">我</span> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7424216573667306886-5725313768621162708?l=luckypanmimi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>秋儿の月光http://www.blogger.com/profile/11557617202590490910noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7424216573667306886.post-46305437150862390602009-04-02T21:30:00.000-07:002009-04-06T03:28:36.511-07:00<p align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#66ffff;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#000000;"><strong></strong></span></span></span></span></p><p align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#000000;"><strong></strong></span></span></p><p align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#000000;"><strong></strong></span></span></p><p align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#66ffff;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#000000;"><strong><img style="FILTER: alpha(opacity=100,finishOpacity=100,style=1); WIDTH: 408px; HEIGHT: 313px" src="http://tgiq5a.blu.livefilestore.com/y1p14dt6tbL1d6IrCRuoak0LY6vA4wIh1eq5GksZj5fA1uIEaB1l_7YnBjHcaiysw_QHye730OZ6He4UMJ728YIBXCtmEKpcn8p/27570284.jpg" align="left" /></strong> 我</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">我我</span><span style="color:#ff0000;">岁岁清明，今又清明。我们在生死茫茫的两界里永远怀念着逝去的人和曾经一起走过的那些日子...如今看来那时的每一笔欢笑，每一笔忧伤都是弥足珍贵的！<br /></span><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">我我</span><span style="color:#ff0000;">早上跟爸爸一起在丽曼小苑里给甘阿姨献了花圈，看见朱叔叔深情切切却又悲凉的悼亡词,就想起了苏轼的江城子："...夜来幽梦忽还乡。小轩窗，正梳妆,相顾无言，惟有泪千行..."<br /></span><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我我</span>我无比珍惜地保存着甘阿姨送的玉风铃，外婆留下的铜袖扣，外公为我画的山水图...睹物思人，难忘外公微笑的双眸和外婆那波澜不惊的嘴角，如果他们还能听见，我真的很想很想对他们大声地说我爱你，我们曾经在一起的日子多美好！<br /><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span><span style="color:#000000;">我我</span><span style="color:#ff0000;">我们</span>总是在每一个缅怀的日子里责备着自己的不懂事，却又总是眼巴巴地看着很多人很多事在我们还来不及懂得珍惜的时候就轻易地逝去，总是不断地留恋着过去的一个又一个日子，却又在烦闷和忙乱中过完接下来的一天又一天。很想知道佛境生死观里的那个轮回是真的么?如果真的有来世，能否让我们的姻缘再续，然后将今生亏欠了的在来生里偿还。</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /></p></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7424216573667306886-4630543715086239060?l=luckypanmimi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>秋儿の月光http://www.blogger.com/profile/11557617202590490910noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7424216573667306886.post-29956055999866499682009-03-30T03:45:00.000-07:002009-04-03T03:22:13.888-07:00<div align="center"><span style="color:#cccccc;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><img style="FILTER: alpha(opacity=100,finishOpacity=100,style=1); WIDTH: 303px; HEIGHT: 392px" src="http://tgiq5a.blu.livefilestore.com/y1pG3ZQRXv1SlQNd1GlXpvzCMEBZzoRUwuQxnuWwfHjpOVkS3vNCQtOxfedMGR7EsUy44WoFDtyq3unTRCj44kjW5MVcta7S4wN/20080930_aa0be86e93f4089edb82PLQEGa7zGGVU.jpg" align="right" /></span> <div align="center"><span style="color:#33ff33;">又能聆听花儿开放的声音了</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span><span style="color:#33ff33;">初春的感觉真好 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span><span style="color:#33ff33;">生命的又一个轮回 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span><span style="color:#99ff99;"><span style="color:#33ff33;">我们那些恶劣的心情也该在这么美丽的季节里消</span></span><span style="color:#33ff33;">失了吧 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我 </span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="color:#33ff33;">“爱情是水 宽容是杯”</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">我</span></div></span><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ff33;">我们能否约定</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ff33;">那些曾经的伤痛不再去计较</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span></div><div align="center"><div align="center"><span style="color:#66ff99;"><span style="color:#33ff33;">把讨厌的一切都结束在这个冬季</span> </span></div></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ff33;">让我们的心情从今天开始入春</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7424216573667306886-2995605599986649968?l=luckypanmimi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>秋儿の月光http://www.blogger.com/profile/11557617202590490910noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7424216573667306886.post-56125271528914068902009-03-06T05:43:00.000-08:002009-03-12T19:01:38.116-07:00<p align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#66ffff;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#000000;"><strong></strong></span></span></span></span></p><p align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#000000;"><strong></strong></span></span></p><p align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#000000;"><strong></strong></span></span></p><p align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#66ffff;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#000000;"><strong><img style="FILTER: alpha(opacity=100,finishOpacity=100,style=1); WIDTH: 335px; HEIGHT: 266px" src="http://tgiq5a.blu.livefilestore.com/y1pGx9Gpny1vaXvdkalEHEJCK3w_WpGNbfisz8_oDNVDA2EmX8jHHBp50wfB-P0a8TZrqg-h0ce3-62pBDctt73KQ/20080509_3dc1091581f8da4167f6QVQPTcYuX3kn.jpg" align="left" /></strong> </p></span></span></span></span><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#33ff33;"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">There is no place like home</span> <span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">！</span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#33ff33;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;color:#006600;">在南城的时候</span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#33ff33;"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#006600;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br />喜欢静静地听水木年华的在他乡 </span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#33ff33;"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#006600;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span>发着呆流眼泪 </span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#33ff33;"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#006600;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br />一遍又一遍怀念着北京的朋友们</span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#33ff33;"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#006600;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;">只有回来才能带给我那种宁静的感觉 </span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#33ff33;"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br />于是我下了决心 </span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#33ff33;"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br />虽然想念我的小宝贝想得睡不着觉 </span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#33ff33;"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"><span style="color:#000000;">我 </span></span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#33ff33;"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span>虽然被老公以及朋友们责备成一个狠心的妈妈 </span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#33ff33;"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span>但终究还是一咬牙一跺脚... </span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#33ff33;"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#009900;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /></span><span style="color:#33cc00;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#33cc00;">终于朝思夜盼的一切又回到了眼前 </span></span></span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#33ff33;"><span style="color:#33cc00;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#33cc00;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span>周日约了伴我长大的发小儿</span></span></span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#33ff33;"><span style="color:#33cc00;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#33cc00;"><span style="color:#000000;">我 </span><br />卸下整日强装的笑脸 </span></span></span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#33ff33;"><span style="color:#33cc00;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#33cc00;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br />在熟悉的饮料吧里讲诉南城的一切 </span></span></span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#33ff33;"><span style="color:#33cc00;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#33cc00;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br />习惯将自己的开心和不开心统统包裹在朋友暖暖的关爱里 </span></span></span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#33ff33;"><span style="color:#33cc00;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#33cc00;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br />这感觉真好</span> </span></span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#33ff33;"><span style="color:#33cc00;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /></span></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#33ff33;">愿佛祖保佑能一直一直这样</span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#33ff33;"><span style="color:#000000;">我 </span><br />开心的时候 难过的时候 为人妻 为人母的时候</span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#33ff33;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br />只要回来 </span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#33ff33;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span>只要回到亲爱的你们的身边 </span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#33ff33;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /></span><span style="color:#33ff33;">我依旧是一个爱说爱笑敢爱敢恨不知天高地厚的丫头 </span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /></div></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7424216573667306886-5612527152891406890?l=luckypanmimi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>秋儿の月光http://www.blogger.com/profile/11557617202590490910noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7424216573667306886.post-14473720930700313022009-03-04T02:38:00.000-08:002009-03-11T20:02:12.524-07:00<div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#666666;"><img style="FILTER: alpha(opacity=100,finishOpacity=100,style=1); WIDTH: 379px; HEIGHT: 389px" src="http://tgiq5a.blu.livefilestore.com/y1pCPHoamOT7azWGVs7XTCkGcLkc7z1FXsOSFLQlOUUZ-k8WBpHhkMURDpxGxNIq4LyyHwWvQae0sKazKMkWmT6Dg/26346785.jpg" align="right" />局面如此的不可收拾 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#666666;"><span style="color:#000000;">wo<br /></span>怪谁 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#666666;"><span style="color:#000000;">wo<br /></span>原本是那么开心的你我 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#666666;"><span style="color:#000000;">wo </span><br />曾坚信永不放弃的你我</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#666666;"><span style="color:#000000;">wo </span><br />就这么轻易地把彼此的心灵镀上一层层的灰色 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#666666;"><span style="color:#000000;">wo<br /></span>也许我不该把什么都看透 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#666666;"><span style="color:#000000;">wo </span><br />看清楚了反而没有余地了 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#666666;"><span style="color:#000000;">wo<br /></span>不要说我冷酷 不要说我无情 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#666666;"><span style="color:#000000;">wo </span><br />伤痛之后 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#666666;"><span style="color:#000000;">wo</span><br />依旧尽全力地挽留过 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#666666;"><span style="color:#000000;">wo<br /></span>一如既往地付出过 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#666666;"><span style="color:#000000;">wo<br /></span>在责备和委屈中小心翼翼再小心翼翼</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#000000;">wo</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#666666;">换来的却是更大更深的伤害</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#000000;">wo</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#666666;">终于明白这是尽了全力也未必解开的心结</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#666666;"><span style="color:#000000;">wo<br /></span>于是还是做回我自己 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#666666;"><span style="color:#000000;">wo<br /></span>习惯简单的爱憎 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#666666;"><span style="color:#000000;">wo<br /></span>喜欢直接坦率的对白 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#666666;"><span style="color:#000000;">wo<br /></span>憎恶藏刀的笑脸 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#000000;">wo</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#666666;">叫我乖乖地顺从么 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#666666;"><span style="color:#000000;">wo<br /></span>叫我违心地迎合么 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#666666;"><span style="color:#000000;">wo<br /></span>叫我改造成另一个自己么</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#666666;"><span style="color:#000000;">wo<br /></span>真好笑... </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff9966;"><span style="color:#99ff99;"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#000000;">我<br /></span></div></span></span></span><span style="color:#ffccff;"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7424216573667306886-1447372093070031302?l=luckypanmimi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>秋儿の月光http://www.blogger.com/profile/11557617202590490910noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7424216573667306886.post-46831292406739611822009-02-28T18:06:00.000-08:002009-03-03T17:23:58.185-08:00<p align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#66ffff;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#000000;"><strong></strong></span></span></span></span></p><p align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#000000;"><strong></strong></span></span></p><p align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#000000;"><strong></strong></span></span></p><p align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#66ffff;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#000000;"><strong><img style="FILTER: alpha(opacity=100,finishOpacity=100,style=1); WIDTH: 314px; HEIGHT: 430px" src="http://1f0mpw.bay.livefilestore.com/y1pnFlPc-rsCKdOp7yRfkF8IiJm4O8kF9sl41aiGUwMOi11cJ3KioeyjDOO3Tzi9Dh-LPsIr5TrUguT6lsdZp-SoA/20081121_e4a4a68ee5f6e5ac3823ZiX0PgQckEVS.jpg" align="left" /></strong> </p></span></span></span></span><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">前一段时间诸事不顺 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br />写了一些忧伤的文字</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我 </span><br />让朋友们担心了 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span>感谢大虾米 KIKI 楠楠 小轩子 ... </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span>昨天读过几个已婚朋友的BLOG </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span>发现大家的生活状态比较相似 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span>都是在矛盾中有点找不到出口的感觉 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span>婚姻本就是这样 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span>甜里透着苦 苦中掺着甜 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br />好不容易送走了一个烦恼 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span>又会有新的挤进来 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span>就好比两个人好不容易达成共识 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span>一起选择了一条路没走两步 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span>面对的又是一条岔路口 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span>分歧和争执也就随之而来 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span>每对情侣都会很理想化地认为 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span>只要一起面向太阳就不会看到阴影 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span>可实际上呢 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br />....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000000;">wo</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">所以说 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br />婚姻不是童话</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br />不是谁爱着谁就能相伴一生的 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span>那天听璐璐说了N多人的N多LOVE STORY </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span>发现其实大多看似美丽的婚姻 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span>起初都要历经磨难 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br />彼此都要付出很大牺牲</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我 </span><br />做出很多让步 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span>相比而言 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br />我这点儿Troubles实在算不上啥 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">不可能让灰色的心情永远的离开我</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">所以</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">该面对的时候去面对</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">勇敢一点 再一点...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span></div><div align="center"></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7424216573667306886-4683129240673961182?l=luckypanmimi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>秋儿の月光http://www.blogger.com/profile/11557617202590490910noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7424216573667306886.post-83020577236491980312009-02-25T03:16:00.000-08:002009-02-25T17:46:11.340-08:00<div align="center"><span style="color:#cccccc;"><img style="FILTER: alpha(opacity=100,finishOpacity=100,style=1); WIDTH: 327px; HEIGHT: 248px" src="http://tgiq5a.blu.livefilestore.com/y1pdG-qqKNzm3rSN2OICxQAGCZ2CQ9XCNPAoeTU5KMVVQTPSWL_QTwacjn87pu5OsmgyHkjpgbmJIrCHrANdFX-BA/20080930_2b0589eb949aeed134eacGgIADMmuMom.jpg" align="right" /></span><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><span style="color:#ffccff;">红 太艳俗了 </span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><span style="color:#ffccff;"><span style="color:#000000;">wo</span><br />于是调和了白 </span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><span style="color:#ffccff;"><span style="color:#000000;">wo</span><br />变成优雅的粉 </span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><span style="color:#ffccff;"><span style="color:#000000;">wo</span><br />我爱不释手的颜色</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><span style="color:#ffccff;"><span style="color:#000000;">wo </span><br />浪漫的 温馨的 静谧的 </span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><span style="color:#ffccff;"><span style="color:#000000;">wo<br /></span>柔柔的 嫩嫩的 暖暖的...</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><span style="color:#ffccff;"><span style="color:#000000;">wo </span><br />我要将它装点宝贝长长的一生 </span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><span style="color:#ffccff;"><span style="color:#000000;">wo<br /></span></span></span><span style="color:#000000;">wo</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><span style="color:#ffccff;">忽然就想起 </span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><span style="color:#ffccff;"><span style="color:#000000;">wo<br /></span>墨尔本唐人街上的那家礼品店 </span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><span style="color:#ffccff;"><span style="color:#000000;">wo </span><br />驻足在窗口 </span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><span style="color:#ffccff;"><span style="color:#000000;">wo </span><br />小心地对视 </span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><span style="color:#ffccff;"><span style="color:#000000;">wo</span><br />满满的Kitty喵喵</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><span style="color:#ffccff;"><span style="color:#000000;">wo<br /></span>散发着幸福的淡粉色 </span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><span style="color:#ffccff;"><span style="color:#000000;">wo<br /></span>我想</span> </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><span style="color:#000000;">wo</span><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">这么温柔的颜色一定与爱有关</span> </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000000;">wo </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><span style="color:#000000;">wo<br /></span></div></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7424216573667306886-8302057723649198031?l=luckypanmimi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>秋儿の月光http://www.blogger.com/profile/11557617202590490910noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7424216573667306886.post-11408658773465376962009-02-23T22:56:00.000-08:002009-02-25T22:25:22.909-08:00<div align="center"><span style="color:#8496b3;"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></span></div><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><p align="center"><img style="VERTICAL-ALIGN: bottom; WIDTH: 357px; HEIGHT: 291px" height="197" alt="" src="http://tgiq5a.blu.livefilestore.com/y1ppEwPfO5wRC1W_SThpSLvlEuDVnvhWMDlvj9zv_rOyNOhvx7W_TWUObLSQscD2N0srCj23-UpmHpNUBVTMDl01Q/20080614_8ba9be97b5fb3f1aaa1aHm8ujrhGHVyB.jpg" width="226" /><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:100%;color:#8496b3;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:100%;color:#8496b3;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:100%;color:#8496b3;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#ffffff;">怀疑自己真得了产后抑郁症</span> </span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:100%;color:#8496b3;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">总是这么不开心</span> </span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:100%;color:#8496b3;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">总觉得有很多有形无形的庞大压力和挫折在前面等着我</span> </span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:100%;color:#8496b3;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /></span><span style="color:#ffffff;">担心 失落 焦灼 困惑 挣扎。。。</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:100%;color:#8496b3;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我 </span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">烦 烦 烦！</span> </span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:100%;color:#8496b3;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">要不就让我歇斯底里地闹一通</span> </span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:100%;color:#8496b3;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span><span style="color:#ffffff;">要不就让我痛痛快快地哭一场</span> </span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:100%;color:#8496b3;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">可是却不能够</span> </span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:100%;color:#8496b3;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">就这样</span> </span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:100%;color:#8496b3;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span></span><span style="color:#ffffff;">一直在静谧中体会着每一笔忧伤 </span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:100%;color:#8496b3;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span><span style="color:#ffffff;">一直强装着笑脸骗自己说不寂寞</span> </span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:100%;color:#8496b3;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我 </span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:100%;color:#8496b3;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="color:#ffffff;">读过一句话</span><br />我</div></span></span></span><div align="center"><span style="font-size:100%;color:#ffffff;">“付出多少爱 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:100%;color:#8496b3;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /></span><span style="color:#ffcc33;"><span style="color:#ffffff;">就要赔进去多少泪水</span><span style="color:#ffffff;">”</span> </span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:100%;color:#000000;">我 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:100%;color:#ffffff;">一定要这样吗</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:100%;color:#ffcc33;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">哎~~拢不起散不开的烦恼</span> </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">这感觉真他妈的讨厌！</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:100%;color:#8496b3;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我 </span><br /></div></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7424216573667306886-1140865877346537696?l=luckypanmimi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>秋儿の月光http://www.blogger.com/profile/11557617202590490910noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7424216573667306886.post-47036535772944228422009-02-22T00:27:00.000-08:002009-02-25T04:30:06.123-08:00<div align="center"><span style="color:#cccccc;"><img style="FILTER: alpha(opacity=100,finishOpacity=100,style=1); WIDTH: 327px; HEIGHT: 248px" src="http://1f0mpw.bay.livefilestore.com/y1pAa21PW50HKo43KfwZKP8fNRN2qxQJw12BfbPquFjpHte5BZEc9ErZYBCYOYduLwOf0iEhHENHOHOzIYVK1IOsw/20081122_5e1a61f34761daefae3aX7NTpUsaqnOn.jpg" align="right" /><br /></div></span><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">困顿和挣扎 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cccccc;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">穿透心口的声音</span> </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cccccc;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /></span><span style="color:#cc33cc;">究竟谁对谁刻薄 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cccccc;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /></span><span style="color:#cc33cc;">谁是谁的审判者 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cccccc;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span><span style="color:#cc33cc;">曾经暖暖的爱终究被冻结在那个冬季了</span> </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cccccc;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span></span><span style="color:#cc66cc;">感受过最甜蜜的誓言 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cccccc;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span><span style="color:#cc66cc;">欣赏过最温柔的眼神</span> </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cccccc;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span></span><span style="color:#cc66cc;">我们是否就是五百年前注定的姻缘 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cccccc;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span></span><span style="color:#cc66cc;">或者是前世的冤家 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cccccc;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span></span><span style="color:#cc66cc;">注定在今生 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cccccc;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span></span><span style="color:#cc66cc;">不留余地的彼此伤害 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">但我依旧幻想着以后的以后 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cccccc;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span></span><span style="color:#ff99ff;">在泛黄的记忆中回味着今天的甜甜苦苦 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cccccc;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span></span><span style="color:#ff99ff;">浑浊的泪光下握住一双布满皱纹的温柔手 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cccccc;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span></span><span style="color:#ffccff;">亲爱的</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cccccc;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span></span><span style="color:#ffccff;">你是否真的爱我</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cccccc;"><span style="color:#000000;">我 </span><br /></span><span style="color:#ffccff;">如果是 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cccccc;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span></span><span style="color:#ffccff;">为何舍得我如此难过 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cccccc;"><span style="color:#000000;">我<br /></span><span style="color:#ffccff;">......</span></div></span><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7424216573667306886-4703653577294422842?l=luckypanmimi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>秋儿の月光http://www.blogger.com/profile/11557617202590490910noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7424216573667306886.post-80320243930391563192009-02-21T00:56:00.000-08:002009-04-02T22:55:05.686-07:00<p align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#66ffff;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#000000;"><strong></strong></span></span></span></span></p><p align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#000000;"><strong></strong></span></span></p><p align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#000000;"><strong></strong></span></span></p><p align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#66ffff;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#000000;"><strong><img style="FILTER: alpha(opacity=100,finishOpacity=100,style=1); WIDTH: 456px; HEIGHT: 379px" src="http://1f0mpw.bay.livefilestore.com/y1pQAh1ZG_pnbiZNp3OkdHVOi8VOyzEiFElkurP6TWfRTER2iwrp8SIlntm4Y_Akx5ZnFrgOChGBJA9Q_i1Rz_pxQ/17592271.jpg" align="left" /></strong> <div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span> </span><br /></span><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">今天心情很糟糕</span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span> </span><br />无能为力的感觉 </span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span> </span><br />对我 对你 对婚姻 对孩子 </span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-size:78%;">我</span><br /></span>突然很想念从前那个乐呵呵的我 </span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-size:78%;">我</span><br /></span>那个能够大方地把自己爱不释手的玩具送给陌路人的我 </span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-size:78%;color:#000000;">我<br /></span>那个可以在亲人朋友身边放肆地大哭大闹大笑的我 </span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-size:78%;">我</span><br /></span>那个认为可以用真诚和善良换得一辈子幸福的我 </span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-size:78%;">我</span><br /></span>那个被你唤一声小宝贝就怦然心动的我...... </span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /></span>是呢 如你所说 </span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /></span>那个我幼稚得令人喷饭 </span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /></span>那个我面对生活束手无策 </span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-size:78%;color:#000000;">我<br /></span>那个我让我伤痕累累 </span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-size:78%;color:#000000;">我<br /></span>那个我让你疲惫不堪 </span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">......</span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-size:78%;">我</span> </span><br />It's time to disguise myself </span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-size:85%;">我</span><br /></span>It's time to reorder my life </span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-size:78%;color:#000000;">我</span><br />那个我溶解在划过的记忆里 </span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-size:78%;">我</span><br /></span>只是现在 这个不复单纯的我 </span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-size:78%;">我</span><br /></span>要如何回到原点</span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:78%;color:#000000;">我<br /></span><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">把错了的弥补 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-size:78%;color:#000000;">我<br /></span>将欠了的偿还 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /></span>让该开始的开始 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-size:78%;color:#000000;">我 </span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">让该结束的结束</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-size:78%;color:#000000;">我 </span><br />然后无怨无悔 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-size:78%;">我</span><br /></span>将改变了的自己当做幸福的赌注</span></div><br /></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7424216573667306886-8032024393039156319?l=luckypanmimi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>秋儿の月光http://www.blogger.com/profile/11557617202590490910noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7424216573667306886.post-5139062095097705282009-02-19T00:48:00.000-08:002009-02-24T01:56:46.308-08:00<span style="color:#ffffff;"><img style="FILTER: alpha(opacity=100,finishOpacity=100,style=1); WIDTH: 330px; HEIGHT: 370px" src="http://1f0mpw.bay.livefilestore.com/y1pIO57PqkFL0u4qw2oKzjFOa-GYkv5RwhaM3sdnDWyGVMurq8ZlE3qzBE5QndOARAfduU8JAi7BcPxIb6tXEURJA/17591830.jpg" align="right" /> </span><span style="color:#ffffff;"><br /></span><span style="color:#ffffff;"><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;"><span style="color:#ffcccc;">囧rz 之</span> </span><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><span style="color:#ffcccc;">*小魔鬼的法力*</span></div><p align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">只要小魔鬼一施法术</span></p><p align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">我们就心甘情愿 无怨无悔地挨过一个又一个不眠夜</span></p><p align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">混沌沌 晕乎乎 昏沉沉~~</span></p><p align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">尿片 奶瓶 小魔鬼... </span></p><p align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">过这个家家不好玩儿</span></p><p align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">---------------------------<br /></p></span><p align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;"><span style="color:#ffcccc;">囧rz 之</span> </span><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><span style="color:#ffcccc;">*人才S* </span></p><p align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">又一个朋友被危了机</span></p><p align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">高学历 高智商...</span></p><p align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">哎 </span><span style="color:#ff6666;">说不清道不明</span></p><p align="center"><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="color:#ff6666;"> ˋ(′ε‵")ˊ</span></span></p><p align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">表妹公司急聘前台</span></p><p align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">从2008至今 跨年选秀 未果</span></p><blockquote><p align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></p></blockquote><p align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">优曾经曰过 21世纪什么最贵？人才！</span></p><p align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">什么样的人才最贵？前台mm !!</span></p><p align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">无可奈何~</span></p><p align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">漂亮的mm不聪明</span></p><p align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">聪明的mm不漂亮</span></p><p align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">才貌兼备的mm说</span></p><p align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">让我当前台？ 啊~呸！</span></p><p align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">哎 人才S </span></p></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7424216573667306886-513906209509770528?l=luckypanmimi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>秋儿の月光http://www.blogger.com/profile/11557617202590490910noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7424216573667306886.post-16336150744761439342009-02-14T23:00:00.000-08:002009-02-25T01:59:27.889-08:00<p align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#66ffff;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#000000;"><strong></strong></span></span></span></span></p><p align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#000000;"><strong></strong></span></span></p><p align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#000000;"><strong></strong></span></span></p><p align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#66ffff;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#000000;"><strong><img style="FILTER: alpha(opacity=100,finishOpacity=100,style=1); WIDTH: 408px; HEIGHT: 313px" src="http://tgiq5a.blu.livefilestore.com/y1piMj6Ilwd0NejSmIIJTUi408brBYSwZAM9iu5rEzIb8aymi89MYSgCL9ORWLaaCpXelfSrO2phLpPVtd4gEpxrQ/20081122_fff1b4198577f62d8ff2FhWG9Gh4a2vX.jpg" align="left" /></strong> </span></span></span></span><span style="span: ;font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#000000;" >我我</span></span><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">情人节，你很愧疚地发来短信说这个节日又要让我独过了，感觉挺对不起我，你还说今后的每一个情人节都不会再分开。。。结果却被我取笑。我们都已经有了小小宝贝，哪里还算是情人呢？情人节对我们而言真的是无所谓的。<br /></span><span style="color:#000000;">我 </span></p><p align="left"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-size:100%;color:#000000;">我我</span></span><span style="color:#ff0000;">可是，我清晰记得曾经的情人节，就像期待着白色婚纱的少女的梦。满心的欢喜，甜甜的期待，幻想着玫瑰花、巧克力、我的他。。。只不过，至今为止，我没有过过一个像样的情人节。因为我害怕美丽的东西都死得太快。若不怕情人节的璀璨和浪漫像夜空里绽放的烟花稍纵即逝，若不怕情人节里的甜蜜温情如同热恋中的誓言一般经不起时间的考验，我就不会仅仅是期待着，幻想着，却又一直犹豫着，一直不确定着。。。谁会如此天真地这般认为，拥有这一天的温情就变成了童话中的女主角，接受了这天的玫瑰，便获得了一生一世的幸福，一辈子的承诺。</span></span><span style="color:#66ffff;"><br /></span><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#000000;">我 </span></span></p><p align="left"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#000000;">我我</span><span style="color:#ff0000;">我真的不在乎那一点点短暂的人为的快乐，因为仅仅是属于一天的浪漫温情对于婚姻来说真的是太渺小太微不足道了。走进婚姻本就意味着给了双方更多可以嵌入幸福的机会。在我们婚姻的字典里或许没有情人节的玫瑰花，巧克力，但是却写着希望，写着珍惜，写着宽容，写着体量，写着我会永远永远一直一直的这般爱你。。。 所以，情人节，我想对你说：我喜欢一直被你宠爱，被你娇惯，喜欢让你的一颦一笑填满我的世界，喜欢在你面前永远不懂得隐藏悲伤。。。<br /></span></span><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#000000;"></span></span></span><br /></p></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7424216573667306886-1633615074476143934?l=luckypanmimi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>秋儿の月光http://www.blogger.com/profile/11557617202590490910noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7424216573667306886.post-37603723645190890282008-10-13T04:17:00.000-07:002008-10-13T07:00:59.949-07:00<span style="color:#ffffff;"><img style="FILTER: alpha(opacity=100,finishOpacity=100,style=1); WIDTH: 330px; HEIGHT: 370px" src="http://byfiles.storage.live.com/y1pKxFJwiVRYUyPczDQPls7084NeVZ3vbhvGAktgEA1aQES05T8KMhLzEcUmdBozfGP" align="right" /> </span><span style="color:#ffffff;"><br /><span style="color:#000000;">我我</span><span style="color:#ffffcc;"><span style="color:#ccccff;">因为我是在“吓人”（下人）的特殊时期，N久没有在键盘上敲敲打打了。怕的是电脑一不留神给我辐射出一个斗鸡眼儿或是三瓣儿嘴的畸形儿来。所以这期间诸多的心得体会都记录在了一个印有卡通图案的本本上。我还给它起了个名儿，曰：《胎胎日记》。因为不知道胎宝贝的性别，只好暂时取个名儿叫胎胎。</span><br /></span><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">我我</span><span style="color:#ccccff;">唉~！人生中的事儿往往如此：有心的人栽的花儿总也开不了。前段日子，一个朋友叫苦连连，砸下去很多象征着希望的银子，和依附着银子的希望却没能在肚子里收获个小人种儿。在我安慰她“急什么啊你，不会是二人世界过腻了？”的同时自己无心插了一把柳。没成想，这把嫩柳枝真的要变成参天大树了！<br /></span><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">我我</span><span style="color:#ccccff;">我同“脑工”刚在年初的时候把男女朋友关系升级成了夫妻，这就又要从小夫妻升华成周老爸，潘老妈了。不带的，我还没小够呢！！拿来尿检报告，我与“脑工”沉默了。。。。过了漫长的120秒，“脑工”忽然在沉默中爆发：“来吧，迎接这个小生命”。奇怪，如果决定把它（因为当时只是个小逗号的肉肉，所以不能称之为他OR 她）做掉，不要了也就不要了。不会有太多的伤心和遗憾。但是决定把它留下来，从那时那刻起，它便融进了我们的生命里，我们的快乐与烦恼都与它息息相关。别说，下了这个决定，心里还真高兴。<br /></span><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">我我</span><span style="color:#ccccff;">接下来是一系列更大的决定：周老爸调离了工作，潘老妈也离澳返京。再接下来是一系列的跟踪检查，饮食养胎。全家都齐心协力，不怕牺牲，排除万难，为了争取小胎胎的健康诞生而不懈努力奋斗！无可厚非，母爱是世界上最伟大的。它那不求回报、无私付出的特性让我时时拿来衡量着自己与伟大母亲之前的差距。看来，我不可否认，至少目前我还够不上伟大。因为我天天在琢磨着目前已经以及今后将要做的那些付出当真值得否？若是这些付出换得的是N多年后一个小盲流或者一位问题少女，我是不是这么多年一直在自讨苦吃，自掘坟墓？或者是个乖乖仔OR女在N多年后的某一个阳光明媚的日子里，哼着常回家看看，却头也不回的跟着他的她OR她的他比翼双飞去了。那我不是依旧在悔不当初的孤独中做了大半辈子的冤大头？WORTH OR 不 WORTH？WHO KNOWS？我问“脑工”，“脑工”笑我现在就开始杞人忧天了，孕育生命是何等幸福美妙的一件事，以后的三口之家更是幸福DOUBLE的，快乐TRIPLE的！想那么远还不着边儿，纯属给自己没事儿添堵。<br /></span><span style="color:#000000;">我</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">我我</span><span style="color:#ccccff;">那成，想一想不那么远的事儿吧。这娃儿的性别是MALE OR FEMALE 呢？关于性别问题，是我关心的头一位大事。健康否，美丽否都排其次。我家祖传的重女轻男在我这已经登峰造极，胎教对我来说就是每天揉着肚子对胎胎的恐吓。就算是个小子，也要把他吓回到丫头去！我会说：“胎胎呀，你可千万得给我是个丫头啊！若是个小子儿，当心老娘给你甩到少林寺去！”其实也不能怪我心狠。我真是看见小男孩就有股想揍的冲动。而且除了去少林寺习得一身CHINESE 功夫回家来给我当保镖或者做个门神外，实在想不出能派上个啥用场了。MALE OR FEMALE？WHO KNOWS？“脑工”说想要个儿子，可以陪他看球赛。我却坚持要个可以搂着我脖子，跟我撒娇的女儿。结果战场那边是“脑工”AND 小子，战场这边是我 AND 丫头。胎胎一定是个女儿，我坚信！在这场战斗的胜利者一定属于ME。切，“脑工” WHO 怕 WHO！</span><br /></span><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7424216573667306886-3760372364519089028?l=luckypanmimi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>秋儿の月光http://www.blogger.com/profile/11557617202590490910noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7424216573667306886.post-85218661523404280462008-03-09T03:18:00.000-07:002008-09-27T05:50:30.872-07:00<p align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;"><strong><img style="FILTER: alpha(opacity=100,finishOpacity=100,style=1); WIDTH: 346px; HEIGHT: 45px" src="http://byfiles.storage.live.com/y1pQwuM2c751-lJR0PX75hnWe9_xrgoOVDbvs2ExL2kIpFWNwUDeC8rRYOYCqZARxHo" /></strong></span></span></p><span style="color:#3366ff;"><span style="color:#ffccff;"><span style="color:#9999ff;"><span style="color:#ccccff;"><p align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;"><strong><span style="color:#9999ff;"><span style="font-size:130%;">病</span> </span></strong></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#000000;">WO</span><span style="color:#99ffff;"><span style="color:#33ffff;">0 8年对我来说很有意义，因为它让我知道了“本钱是身体的革命”的道理，也就是说为人民币服务是要付出代价的。我的代价就是我身体里那兢兢业业、穿流不息、周而复始循环中的血液冲破了血管的束缚，从而让我皮肤外面长了一个叫囊肿的小东东，突然有一天这个小东东破裂了，变成了一个叫漏管的小洞洞。。。好象医学上叫：静脉血管曲张。但是生长的部位有点那个，所以又得以俗名：肛漏。我问医生“那咋整？”医生说“手术吧”。</span><br /></span></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">WO</span><span style="color:#33ffff;"><span style="font-size:85%;">于是我拍了08年的第一张照片，居然是X光的。于是承受了一系列痛但是一点儿也不快乐的检查，于是乖乖地趴在手术床上，任由医生刀钳并用地在我被麻醉了的局部肉皮上割来剪去。这个“漫长”过程只用了20分钟，我就被推出了手术室。我能得到这么高效率的手术，自然归结于医生们丰富的临床经验和娴熟的医术。饮水不忘掘井人，归乡不忘引路人。我自然要想到那些为我们伟大祖国医学事业的进步而被误诊误治，至伤至死的同胞们，是他们用自己宝贵的健康和生命换来今天我们的短治久安！</span><br /></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">WO</span><span style="font-size:85%;color:#33ffff;">据说我住的这家医院在解放前就以肛肠手术闻名宇宙，据说这个医院的院长及院长夫人曾经主刀为我们社会主义的许多伟大领袖们成功地拔过痔疮，堵过肛漏。还据说病人们都是以撕枕巾，咬手指的方式来抗拒麻药过后的剧烈疼痛，并且还要吞食不计其数的安眠药才能挺过漫漫长夜。。。阿里路亚！我没有受这样的罪，真是要感谢我生活在这个时代！MP3是我疗伤止痛的精神良药，让我并不艰难地度过了冗长的不眠夜；孙睿的“后大学时代三部曲”，为我这半个月的住院生活提供了不少乐趣。<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">WO</span><span style="font-size:85%;color:#33ffff;">曾经相当羡慕住院的病号们能够得到鲜花，水果和充足的睡眠。所以当我办理好了住院手续，也是满怀憧憬地幻想着即将到来的那段除了吃就是睡的美妙生活。但是，很快我就认识到理想和现实的巨大差距。抽血，灌肠，肠镜。。。让我体验了短暂的“生不如死” ；一瓶接一瓶的点滴点得我头晕眼花，怀疑自己的血液都被稀释成淡粉色了；被行走扯痛的伤口使我举步维艰，往来于CC和病房间便犹如两万五千里长征的征途那样遥不可及；病友们把换药室改名为“渣滓洞”，每天的换药过程就是上刑场。医生们用浸满酒精的药棉和各种带着不明液体的棉钎在我们淋漓的伤口上划过来划过去，然后将一个涂满红色液体，散发着熏天臭气的红布条塞进伤口里。我们惨叫的程度和医生的手劲儿成正比，如果碰上个变态医生象享受交响乐一样地enjoy我们的吱儿哇乱叫，并且以此为乐,乐此不疲的话.上刑的力度和时间就会随着医生的兴致而增加,直到你的声音慢慢消失在恐怖的气氛中。<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">W0</span><span style="color:#33ffff;"><span style="font-size:85%;">同病相连加深了病友们的阶级感情。贯彻由我老娘带动下的“有我一口就有你两口”的银耳莲子汤公有制度，分享了雪莲果+黑木耳的伤口愈合饮食经验，使较轻患者先好起来，从而带动和鼓励后好起来的较重患者，最终实现全体病友们的共同痊愈！<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#9999ff;"><strong><span style="color:#9999ff;"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;">怨</span> </span><span style="color:#9999ff;"><br /></span></strong></span><span style="font-size:85%;color:#33ffff;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;"><strong><img style="FILTER: alpha(opacity=100,finishOpacity=100,style=1); WIDTH: 206px; HEIGHT: 257px" src="http://byfiles.storage.live.com/y1pn3Fq429LEfGOEtQmJ_fAsiBWrZYoFcjzVsceWBetZE020rKPuJZ1VzVFghPD-QlD" align="left" /> </strong></span></span></p><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"><strong></strong></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#000000;">wo wo</span><span style="color:#33ffff;">天下没有不散的宴席，也没有不出院的病号。我们都出院了，并且是活着出来的。经过这次，我有了比“有生之年不要经历战争”还更加强烈的愿望：不要再经历住院！！不是因为经受不住病痛的折磨，而是因为承受不起高昂的医疗费。短短半个月花去我近7000元RMB，并且经过本单位人事部门的准确核实，这笔医疗费用的花消用全部自费！除非有澳门合同医院开的转院证明，否则想报销，门儿没！算了，这点我能想得开：就当是为繁荣社会主义市场经济作贡献了。但是，According to my company rule, the two-weeks sick leave I took in recover state that can not be accepted and recorded as sick leave although it is clearly shown in the medical certificate , 我问“不算病假算什么？”答曰：“算旷工” 。好吧，看来只得用扣薪假来保住饭碗，但是革命群众的劳动积极性已经被大大地削弱了！<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">WO</span><span style="font-size:85%;color:#33ffff;">隔了一个月回到澳门，本是带着些对同事的歉疚和想念。但是当我重新走进办公室。见到是那一张张熟悉却比北京的冬天还要阴冷的面孔的时候，我的歉疚感一下子消失无影。看来对于我们CGO的同事，连得到一句最起码的问候都是奢求！不知道如果有一天，他们也身陷“墙倒众人推”的困境中的时候，是否会想起自己曾经是怎样地顺势于人情的冷漠，落井下石，冷眼旁观的呢？<br /></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#9999ff;"><strong><span style="color:#9999ff;">记 </span></strong><br /></span><span style="color:#000000;">WO</span><span style="font-size:85%;color:#33ffff;">08年的雪灾让我知道大多数人的心中都埋藏着一颗善良的种子。<br />这次生病让我更加体会到亲人、朋友们心中的那份使我深深感动着的关爱。<br />把这两件事相提并论是因为它们让我感受到的温暖是相同深刻的。无论是大社会还是小家庭，希望温暖能延续，感动能永存。<br />祝愿与我同甘苦共病痛的赵阿姨，谌云姐姐、李阿姨、小隋姐姐能够早日痊愈！<br />希望关心我的亲人朋友们能健康快乐平安！！</span><br /><br /><br /><p></p><p align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;"><strong><img style="FILTER: alpha(opacity=100,finishOpacity=100,style=1); WIDTH: 354px; HEIGHT: 50px" src="http://byfiles.storage.live.com/y1pQwuM2c751-lJR0PX75hnWe9_xrgoOVDbvs2ExL2kIpFWNwUDeC8rRYOYCqZARxHo" /> </strong></span></span></p><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"><strong></strong></span></div><div align="center"></span></span></span></span> </div></div></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7424216573667306886-8521866152340428046?l=luckypanmimi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>秋儿の月光http://www.blogger.com/profile/11557617202590490910noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7424216573667306886.post-63722138948922669662008-01-11T02:50:00.000-08:002008-10-18T05:21:41.629-07:00<p align="left"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#66ffff;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#000000;"><img style="FILTER: alpha(opacity=100,finishOpacity=100,style=1); WIDTH: 328px; HEIGHT: 234px" src="http://byfiles.storage.live.com/y1p3TjDWACtvnVcR1QAxJwKoe5VaDxqvtMFAOQIsxYlGcydbvpXjiwmgqR9MdKJt2RI" align="left" /> wowo</span> </span></span><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ffcccc;">07年总算过去了，真是晦气得要命。满满的回忆中尽是讨厌的人和事，唉~ ！读读自己两年前的文字，竟然有种想哭的冲动。三年的澳航生活让我变成了另外一个人。我还是那个敢爱敢恨的快乐女孩么？</span></span></strong></p><p align="left"><span style="font-family:arial;"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#66ffff;"><span style="color:#000000;">wowo</span> <span style="color:#ffcccc;">很清楚自己是带着怎样的辛酸和委屈，伴着那些令我不堪的误解和冷言冷语走过2007的！那些日子里我倔强地为自己辩白；面对大家的孤立依旧不驯地守着我的原则；身陷难境也坦然地表明自己的立场。。。。但是每次拭泪自叹的时候，却发誓再也不要这样了，执著着的真实得不到别人的认同，唯有独自怜，不是很傻么？何苦呢？要生存就必须遵守游戏的潜规则，只得服输了！</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#000000;">wowo</span><span style="color:#ff0000;"> </span><span style="color:#ffcccc;">低个头，学个乖，变化就会来得很快。很快的，心里的话变多了，口里的话变少了。但是却做不到乖乖地服从，学不会默默地忍受。总还是那样跟自己矫情着，跟同事别扭着。开始怀疑自己的智商了，跟他们平安无事的相处怎么就是学不来呢？讨厌积怨太多，却又无法释怀。突然想狠狠地骂一句：该死的傻X们，去你们的吧！<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">wowo</span> <span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#ffcccc;">天晓得08年的自己将会是个什么样子。总希望是好的开始吧。那些伤心的回忆都给我留在07年。新年了，收到了满多美好的祝福，但愿它们都将实现！希望祝福我的人都不受伤害！还要送些特别的祝福给我最亲最爱的人：<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#ffcccc;">祝我的布布，利利：身体健康，心情愉快地enjoy退休后的每一个温馨的小日子！<br />祝我家哥哥快乐远远大于郁闷，成就远远多于失败，我们的计划都将如期实现！<br />祝亲爱的娟子不受伤害，能够把握住机会，生活得轻松愉快！<br />祝文杰的事业有好的转机，对所付出的有个公平的回报！<br />祝小原08年有新的缘分，在新的工作环境中干得开心，满足，多出几本好书！<br />祝任洁本性不改 生活提高 事业进步！<br />祝小薇子 多些成功 多些自信！<br />祝 汀晨工资多些再多些！<br />祝 蒋欣怡的小店生意兴隆，能在在通行证过期前来澳门走一遭！<br />祝 小娜娜身体健康，收获一火车的幸福！<br />祝 楠楠 在国外尽量少吃些苦，平平安安顺顺利利地完成学业！！<br />祝年年哥哥和kiki姐姐恩爱如初，幸福再一年！<br />祝 ANNIE 生活，事业更进一步，开心，健康，满足！<br />祝晨曦小明 相互勉励，共同进步！<br />祝周虹 在香港的生活能留下美丽的痕迹 身体健康地度过08！<br />祝玲玲跟超超生活甜蜜有个可爱的BB!<br />祝小霞 08年LUCKY YEAR 多出成就， 成为一个小有名气的Designer！<br />祝 Diana 如期毕业 有个充满美丽回忆的08年！<br /><br /><span style="color:#000000;">wowo</span> 真是罪过！漏掉了很重要的朋友，现在补上：<br />写给小轩子和张宁的话：08年，我们已经相识了满满一年！07年的岁月里也有些甜蜜的回忆，你们就是我回忆中的主角。真的，毫不违心地说：有你们真好！希望08年，一切的美好都不会改变.还有哦：祝张宁晚班不要排得满满当当，能够少些黑白颠倒的日子。祝小轩子的事业（如果澳航也叫事业的话）能够更进一步！　</span></span></strong></p><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7424216573667306886-6372213894892266966?l=luckypanmimi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>秋儿の月光http://www.blogger.com/profile/11557617202590490910noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7424216573667306886.post-11148432451723626062007-12-29T08:28:00.000-08:002008-09-27T06:58:38.726-07:00<span style="color:#ffffff;"><img style="FILTER: alpha(opacity=100,finishOpacity=100,style=1); WIDTH: 222px; HEIGHT: 329px" src="http://byfiles.storage.live.com/y1pcJAfGgxnE6pQBHoOh6kLlz8t_tDysEUTkWsgbSpSEfsImbokNefQeur2WMlXy-FOcWtinSTGQzM" align="right" /> </span><span style="color:#ffffff;"><br /><br /><span style="color:#000000;">我我</span><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#ffffcc;">读过金星，有些自责了。因为一直以来，我无法挣脱世俗的偏见,把同性恋视为健康意义上的生命。只是觉得可怜，老天待他们不公平。一枚去错了地方的染色体多半会注定他们满是缺憾的命运；要他们和焦灼，挣扎，矛盾，畏缩，无奈连在一起。<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#000000;">我我</span><span style="color:#ffffcc;">但奇怪的是，命运在戏弄了金星一番之后,却偏偏又成全了她,让她得到做为男人和女人的情感报偿，也让她担负起了作为一个母亲的责任。虽然在我眼里,金星仍然属于异类中的异类。但是我却喜欢她的勇敢,欣赏她的不驯。无论遇到多敏感的话题,面对多刻薄的记者,她都会对着镜头坦坦荡荡地讲述自己的过去和现在，特别是她那二十八年的男人经历，她都不夸张也不隐讳地徐徐道来，让我有种非常实际却又随意的自然感。<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">我我</span><span style="color:#3366ff;"><span style="color:#ffcc99;"><span style="color:#ffffcc;">金星的故事真是神奇极了，她居然切切实实地将只能存在于理想状态下的欲求完满地变成现实。生为男儿身，却是女人心的金星成为3个孩子的妈妈了，她认为这是老天对她最好的成全！我能感觉到她的爱是真实的，不是沽名钓誉的手段，不是那些明星大腕们在镜头面前说烂了的字眼。因为她给孩子们的爱是厚实的，如她所感受的那样，当妈妈之前她是一只没有长线牵引着的风筝，现在孩子就是牵引风筝的长线，就算她飞得再高再远，也是被孩子拴住的，会心甘情愿地被孩子拽回来。金星活得潇洒，对于婚姻却过于认真。因为她明白当自己的生命完全围着孩子们的喜怒而旋转的时候，她的确需要一段不俗的婚姻和一个拥有宽大胸怀的爱人。金星鄙视狡黠的恋情，她总是开诚布公地先亮出自己的过去，不勉强对方，也不委屈自己</span>。</span><br /><br /></span><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">我额</span></span></span><span style="color:#ffffcc;">我开始景仰金星了，可惜没有欣赏过她在职业的舞台上气韵夺人的舞姿，但是她对命运的不惧和她由情至美的执着深深地感染着我,相信终有一天,金星会被当作一个纯粹的女性,一个命运不凡的妻子和母亲得到众人的尊敬和体谅。<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7424216573667306886-1114843245172362606?l=luckypanmimi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>秋儿の月光http://www.blogger.com/profile/11557617202590490910noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7424216573667306886.post-27730790843835841522007-12-26T05:59:00.000-08:002008-01-08T06:38:08.358-08:00<div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;"><img style="FILTER: alpha(opacity=100,finishOpacity=100,style=1); WIDTH: 421px; HEIGHT: 329px" src="http://byfiles.storage.live.com/y1pcJAfGgxnE6pqr7bVMLvI6ILOqiEtGiUUuZe6vnHqcVr4doyqHf2Pu35DzFIJNTW9nePXmiX_dBE" align="right" /><br />我好小好小的时候</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">就有些崇洋有点媚外</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">原因就一个</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">外国的小朋友可以拥有圣诞节</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">圣诞节太具诱惑了</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">。。。。。。</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#000000;">wo </span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">厚厚的白雪把世界裹了一个遍</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">如水银泄地般的月光</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">烘托着深蓝色的圣诞夜</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">雪地里</span></span><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">独独一座木屋</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">暖屋内</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">小孩子们坐在挂满玻璃彩球的圣诞树下</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">兴冲冲地拆开一个个精美的礼品盒甜蜜蜜地收获一份份厚重的亲情</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">一觉醒来把装满糖果的袜子高高举起</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">向父母炫耀圣诞老公公的关爱</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">烛光 礼物 圣诞树 。。。</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">这一切怎么距我就那么遥远呢？</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#000000;">wo</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">一直以来我都有这样的观念</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">圣诞节只属于西方</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">我们就是过也过不痛快</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">学生时代有过几次圣诞</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">好像是大家戴着圣诞帽手拉手地围着一颗缠满彩色纸带的松树跳舞</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">傻兮兮地唱着叮叮当 叮叮当 铃儿响叮当。。。</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">我敢肯定圣诞节的气氛不是这样的</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">如此不伦不类的圣诞我宁可不要再过了</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#000000;">wo</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">可能是这个西方节日的文化底蕴太浓了太深了</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">使得我们根本无法融入</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">就好比西方人过春节来效仿我们包饺子一样</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">嘻嘻哈哈地涂个热闹 走个过场</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">仅仅是浅层次的感受罢了</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">其实什么也不了解</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">什么也没感受到</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#000000;">wo </span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">虽然我了解的圣诞也只能是这样</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">一个源于宗教的简单却又美妙的童话故事</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">虽然也明明白白童话的美妙也只能是虚幻无形的</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">却依旧期待圣诞树 浪漫夜的真实</span></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#3366ff;">在圣诞的雪夜里会有圣诞老人的祝福给我吗？</span></div></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7424216573667306886-2773079084383584152?l=luckypanmimi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>秋儿の月光http://www.blogger.com/profile/11557617202590490910noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7424216573667306886.post-67891264524295473692007-12-25T06:47:00.000-08:002008-01-05T08:04:17.921-08:00<div align="center"><span style="color:#ffffff;"><img style="FILTER: alpha(opacity=100,finishOpacity=100,style=1); WIDTH: 421px; HEIGHT: 329px" src="http://byfiles.storage.live.com/y1pcJAfGgxnE6qwP90HgSbPJ-hUFkYBCADNV9464Wbn5NdD_75JdS9DVUlPiKbnYuB59Cg2t0I0V_A" align="right" /> </span><span style="color:#ffffff;"><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;"><strong>忘记前两年的圣诞我干什么去了</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>肯定过得混沌沌 茫茫然的</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>居然一点记忆的痕迹都没留下</strong> </span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;"><br /><strong>2008年的圣诞一定要好好地过</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>因为它是我在澳门这3年里</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>第一个有记忆的圣诞节</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>知道为什么了吧</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>因为有你 </strong><strong>我的亲爱 </strong></span></span><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="color:#33cc00;"><strong>^_^</strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span></strong></span><br /><br /></div></span><strong><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7424216573667306886-6789126452429547369?l=luckypanmimi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>秋儿の月光http://www.blogger.com/profile/11557617202590490910noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7424216573667306886.post-14484569873993923462007-12-17T08:58:00.000-08:002007-12-20T08:07:11.286-08:00<p align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;"><strong><img style="FILTER: alpha(opacity=100,finishOpacity=100,style=1); WIDTH: 382px; HEIGHT: 395px" src="http://byfiles.storage.live.com/y1pcJAfGgxnE6pNnNs8t92gCY8ACMDqVkuVfR5TFh_PTVMyrxxOZTIHtibxcejcHuWa5d88MJiJuMM" align="left" /> </strong></span></span></p><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"><strong></strong></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#000000;">wo wo</span><span style="color:#33ffff;"> </span><span style="color:#3366ff;"><span style="color:#ffccff;"><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6600cc;"><strong>HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO 晨曦!!</strong></span></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#000000;">wo</span></strong></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">快乐如伞</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">笼罩着你25岁的今天</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">点一颗闪亮闪亮的蜡烛</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">一层层的光晕是我们的祝福</span></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#000000;">wo</span></strong></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000000;"><strong></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">你说感受更多的是不舍</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">让24岁的青春这样从指尖流过</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">我却羡慕得要命</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">25岁</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">何等的年轻</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">你不相信吗</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">昼夜不休地交替</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">就注定了</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">你无休无止的不舍</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">就注定了</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">我无休无止的羡慕</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">也注定了</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">一个又一个的</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">"生日快乐"</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">放心啦 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">今年的生日不会让你独过</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">快乐不会让你独享</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">有小明为你订做的咖啡蛋糕</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">有粉红色的MP3</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">有会跳踢踏舞的唐老鸭</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">有抱着相框的小熊熊</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">有不夜城的自助餐</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">有我们层层叠叠的祝福.......</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000000;">我</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">以后的以后</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">会有那么一天</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">他人已经无法想象</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">我们曾经是怎样的年轻过</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">我们在记忆的频道里</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">却能切换出</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">今天的烛火</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">和这25岁的...</span><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;"><strong>生日快乐</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></div></div></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7424216573667306886-1448456987399392346?l=luckypanmimi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>秋儿の月光http://www.blogger.com/profile/11557617202590490910noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7424216573667306886.post-80402674518739229512007-12-02T02:26:00.000-08:002007-12-13T06:54:48.414-08:00<span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><img style="FILTER: alpha(opacity=100,finishOpacity=100,style=1); WIDTH: 210px; HEIGHT: 314px" src="http://byfiles.storage.live.com/y1pcJAfGgxnE6qQNHmf4b6yWwyY78JSg6vjhnevz-05NK31uE6zhMtUnSnuwY7-ouxSPXslM3OarAQ" align="right" /></span><br /></span><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">自从台湾无名小站被大陆屏蔽之后</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">我就在苦苦另辟蹊径</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">终于收获了一个漂漂的新壳壳</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;"></span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;"></span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;"></span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;"></span></strong></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span></div><div align="left"><span 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style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">我知道我拥有过的</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">便构成我全部的天空</span></strong></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;"></span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;"></span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">当我疲惫时</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">这些记忆的星光点点滴滴地落下</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">我便喜欢这样</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">在能找到他的地方歇脚...</span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;"></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;"></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;"></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;"></span></strong></div><div align="center"><blockquote><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span></blockquote><blockquote><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span></div></blockquote><span style="font-size:0;"></span></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;"></span></strong></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;"><strong></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"><strong><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span></strong></div></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7424216573667306886-8040267451873922951?l=luckypanmimi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>秋儿の月光http://www.blogger.com/profile/11557617202590490910noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7424216573667306886.post-12609825267209099862007-05-26T00:50:00.000-07:002007-12-18T05:42:37.898-08:00<p align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;"><strong><img style="FILTER: alpha(opacity=100,finishOpacity=100,style=1); WIDTH: 346px; HEIGHT: 45px" src="http://byfiles.storage.live.com/y1pcJAfGgxnE6oCWy7SF9SPNvNvgElYR3a4bhcks38HgHsePjEK17f0R2ai9i_rCaJFz7ttoFo-0mM" /> </strong></span></span></p><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"><strong></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#3366ff;"><span style="color:#ffccff;"><span style="color:#9999ff;"><span style="color:#ccccff;">在没有爱情之前<br />我眷恋着童话<br />尽管那些假假的煽情片段<br />骗出我很多很多眼泪<br /><br />童话中闪烁着的幸福<br />总是那么简单<br />永远延续着王子和公主的<br />那个吻 那句誓言<br />然后“从此他们过上幸福的生活”<br /><br />现实中的“从此”究竟有多久<br />不知道<br />但是爱 依旧无休止地纠缠着世人的情感<br />那些叫我们生死相许的能量是永恒的么<br />永远又等于多远？<br /><br />你出现之后<br />童话变成素素的颜色<br />因为它不能诠释出所有爱的味道<br />两情之间用心去玩味的<br />不仅仅是带给彼此的幸运<br /><br />在风雨中 在绝境里<br />依然坚守爱的信念<br />即使注定的是一个悲情色彩的句点<br /><br />一塌糊涂地爱过一次就好<br />爱到痛<br />但不需要人怜惜<br />因为这份浓情已是融进生命的魔<br />哪怕仅是一瞬间的 也已不枉此生了<br /></span><br /><br /><p align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;"><strong><img style="FILTER: alpha(opacity=100,finishOpacity=100,style=1); WIDTH: 354px; HEIGHT: 50px" src="http://byfiles.storage.live.com/y1pcJAfGgxnE6oCWy7SF9SPNvNvgElYR3a4bhcks38HgHsePjEK17f0R2ai9i_rCaJFz7ttoFo-0mM" /> </strong></span></span></p><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"><strong></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#3366ff;"><span style="color:#ffccff;"><span style="color:#9999ff;"><br /></div></span></span></span></span></span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7424216573667306886-1260982526720909986?l=luckypanmimi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>秋儿の月光http://www.blogger.com/profile/11557617202590490910noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7424216573667306886.post-671730424645470282007-04-26T23:24:00.000-07:002008-09-16T06:33:53.908-07:00<p align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;"><strong><img style="FILTER: alpha(opacity=100,finishOpacity=100,style=1); WIDTH: 382px; HEIGHT: 395px" src="http://byfiles.storage.live.com/y1piBL6eojR2ZZO5Fi20A6Bc2lLoVyVDGOH5yJDZUq6oUYOj1zR4IgXpnhtyt580QJu" align="left" /> </strong></span></span></p><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"><strong></strong></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#000000;">wo wo</span><span style="color:#33ffff;"> </span><span style="color:#3366ff;"><span style="color:#ffccff;">初到这个陌生城市的时候,我反复告诫自己一定不要陷于寂寞,因为孤独感会侵吞我全部的快乐。如果让快乐作为金钱的代价，那是莫大的损失，划不来的......<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#66cccc;"><span style="color:#ffff00;"><span style="color:#000000;">wo wo</span> <span style="color:#3366ff;"><span style="color:#ffccff;">上一次发烧，悲凉感在忽冷忽热的体温中清晰起来，泪水在昏聩的思维里旋转。我想到机场应该有同事上夜班，电话便打过去，Hendrick好象很莫名其妙“你发烧找我们做什么呢？”。我想做的，可能仅是寻得精神上的一点慰藉吧，看来找错了对象。陌生的城市，一切都是陌生，包括情感。算了，只得在昏天黑地的眩晕里强迫自己去忍受寂寞，说服自己去忍受人情冷漠，也许人情冷漠中也会隐伏着人性的合理性，只是这种合理性的现实方式让我觉得有些怪异，甚至难以忍受。能怎样，学会坚强呗，学会乖乖接受呗。第二天，我的烧不治而退，Patric神秘地说，我需要找个澳门的男朋友，在我病的时候才不会觉得寂寞。澳门男朋友？哈算了吧！！不过，我还是很诚恳地谢谢Patric,因为他理解我的寂寞。</span><br /></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">wo wo</span> <span style="color:#3366ff;"><span style="color:#ffccff;">真是想都没想到，这个城市会变得亲切起来，那时呼唤也得不到回应的情感会变成现实，欲求不能的朋友会出现在我面前。我一直难以挣脱的悲凉感杳然无影。虽然又烧一次，但有这么多朋友的温暖在我身边，再烧个百八十度也不怕怕！！谢谢邓经理，为了给我多争取点休息的时间，让我先打饭；谢谢小鱼儿和晨曦的照顾；谢谢Annie、谭阿姨、周虹的关心问候，还有我最亲爱的妈咪，嗲嗲和我的他，为我欢喜为我担忧......</span><br /><br /></span><span style="color:#000000;">wo wo</span></span></span><span style="color:#3366ff;"> <span style="color:#ffccff;">每每到病的时候，我就会彻悟出天府和地狱间的正常含义，体察出人们于人情冷暖的常识性选择，这样的选择往往不是理念思辨的结果，而是在世俗性和普及性的大环境下孕育而生的。恕我直言，对于那些创痍斑斑，心轻理冷的人，我由衷的蔑视。谢谢我的那些朋友亲人们，能够把生命的美丽熨贴在爱的真谛里，让我在清空的启悟中，品味出生命更宏大的意义。<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#ffffff;">PS：我的他，特别特别谢谢你！！！！你把幸福灌注到我的全身！啥时你也病上一次，给你个机会享受这样的幸福！嘻嘻</span> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7424216573667306886-67173042464547028?l=luckypanmimi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>秋儿の月光http://www.blogger.com/profile/11557617202590490910noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7424216573667306886.post-71370758219948059762007-02-10T06:21:00.000-08:002007-12-13T07:25:10.833-08:00<p align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;"><strong><img style="FILTER: alpha(opacity=100,finishOpacity=100,style=1); WIDTH: 456px; HEIGHT: 295px" src="http://byfiles.storage.live.com/y1pcJAfGgxnE6rwzAunPQyB6G19HjLCVZPjim9F6_hmbxZDg2mtacBJTc8SPSJxF7Vk7xJXAEKnUVA" align="left" /> </strong></span></span></p><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"><strong></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"><strong></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"><strong></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"><strong></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"><strong></strong></span></div><blockquote><p align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"><strong></strong></span></p><p align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>从孤寂的残情中退出来</strong></span><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span></span></p><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><p align="center"><br /></span><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;"><strong>习惯在你的温暖里缓行 </strong></span></p><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;"><strong><p align="center"><br />牵挽着你的心灵 </p><p align="center"><br />拜别旧日的残梦 </p><p align="center"><br />拂去心头的愁尘 </p><p align="center"><br />释放因日久而囚拘倦了的灵魂 </p><p align="center"><br />低下头 闭上眼 </p><p align="center"><br />在悠寂清旷中静眠 </p><p align="center"><br />或许这是条迂曲的长路 </p><p align="center"><br />却伴着 </p><p align="center"><br />清鲜的草木 明亮的柔漪 苍天的晴光 </p><p align="center"></strong></span></span> </p><p align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;"><strong></strong></span></span></p><p align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;"><strong>在佛语声中 </strong></span></span></p><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;"><strong><p align="center"><br />踏别 </p></strong></span></span><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><strong><p align="center"><br /></strong></span></span><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;">踽踽独行的幽深街巷 </span></strong></span></span></p><p align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><br />修复沧桑记忆中的点点凄凉<br /></p></span></strong></span></span><p align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;">似水的流光依旧 </span></strong></span></span></p><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><p align="center"><br />延伸着一个个无极远的日子 </p><p align="center"><br />生命却一天天老去 </p><p align="center"><br />不肯剥落的是 </p><p align="center"><br />生命赠予你我初识的那个瞬间 </p><p align="center"><br />和这份愈加厚重的情缘<br /></p></span></blockquote></strong></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7424216573667306886-7137075821994805976?l=luckypanmimi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>秋儿の月光http://www.blogger.com/profile/11557617202590490910noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7424216573667306886.post-63471150926730230002007-02-08T09:11:00.000-08:002008-11-17T05:11:24.157-08:00<div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#99ffff;"><img style="FILTER: alpha(opacity=100,finishOpacity=100,style=1); WIDTH: 268px; HEIGHT: 314px" src="http://byfiles.storage.live.com/y1pcJAfGgxnE6qdX1PD4g9UEcrWPhSpQzwmoGZRBUlIzrLToqSRkfvtRgekX0j2paDZUtkHz86p8AM" align="right" /> 一年又一年</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#99ffff;">......</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#000000;">啊</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#99ffff;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#99ffff;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#99ffff;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#99ffff;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#99ffff;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ccccff;"><span style="font-size:100%;color:#000000;"></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ccccff;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ccccff;">我们无法选择地辞旧迎新</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ccccff;">充实过我感情的2006</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ccccff;">将要成为记忆的残片</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#000000;">几</span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ccccff;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ccccff;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffccff;">那些爱过恨过的人</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffccff;">那些来了去了的缘分</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffccff;">那些哭过笑过的痕迹......</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#000000;">几</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffccff;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffccff;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffcc;">无论值与不值</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffcc;">无论舍与不舍</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffcc;">过去了的</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffcc;">总会有种怀旧的情绪</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#000000;">啊</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffcc;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffcc;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#99ff99;">因为它左右不了</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#99ff99;">因为它挽留不住</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#99ff99;">索性就平静地让它消逝</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#000000;">啊</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cccccc;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cccccc;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffcc99;">然后许愿</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffcc99;">然后期待</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffcc99;">然后学会在失去后不受伤害</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#000000;">啊</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:78%;color:#ffcc99;"></span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:78%;color:#ffcc99;"></span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:78%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">远别 这</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">流水似的日子</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">云淡风轻的日子......</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7424216573667306886-6347115092673023000?l=luckypanmimi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>秋儿の月光http://www.blogger.com/profile/11557617202590490910noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7424216573667306886.post-52623480937918310952006-09-15T01:41:00.000-07:002007-12-16T05:53:06.037-08:00<p align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><strong><img style="FILTER: alpha(opacity=100,finishOpacity=100,style=1); WIDTH: 382px; HEIGHT: 435px" src="http://byfiles.storage.live.com/y1pcJAfGgxnE6oO63wLE4NnK4U2uNC0RGHrJ24RMRNuOQflNLScquSIO37Vk9sZa2iPZe31XxR7-do" align="left" /> </strong></span></span></p><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;"><strong></strong></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#3366ff;"><span style="color:#ffccff;"><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;"><span style="color:#000000;">wo wo</span> <span style="color:#ccffff;">话说三个女人一台戏，没想到三个老男人也能自编自导，竟将不大的总监办公室当作舞台了。可惜选错了演员，想把我当个弱角色，去你的~！<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">wo wo</span> <span style="color:#ccffff;">搞不懂，也不想搞懂，他们这么做的目的是为了什么？只觉得痛，像是用利刃把皮肉刺破，划出深深浅浅的伤口，着着实实痛得刻骨......其实也没什么，我早准备好在伤痛中接收成长。让那些淋漓的伤口被风吹干，结成老茧，化做疤痕，作为成长的纪念。一夜间的思维重新构建，虽然成熟收敛了我的大喜大悲，吞纳了我的大善大恶，但从父母血脉中继得的原则依旧流淌在我血肉间，永恒不变。对着它，想人生，思荣辱，知使命......<br /><br /><span style="color:#000000;">wo wo</span> </span><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#ccffff;">总有些人不知廉耻,因为知道廉耻并不廉,他们维持它不起。所以成了阿谀奉承的小人物，违心的谎话滚滚滔滔，横生出来的谣言和诽谤能翻卷出几层浪涛？瞬时就风过浪退，留下的仅是自己湫隘的心胸，心胸不广，世界又怎会大呢？总有些人有辨风识色的本事，能钻能挤，捧得住饭碗，却把忧忧的心灵畏畏缩缩地躲进墙角，生怕自己贬了官，失了宠，摔了跤，便不肯放弃每一个附会的机会，这样的人无法把阳光凝入心灵，活得清醒，却也寂寞、沉重。</span><br /><br /></span><span style="color:#000000;">wo wo</span><span style="color:#ccffff;"> </span></span><span style="color:#ccffff;"><span style="color:#ccffff;">我阅世渐深，不再是不知世事的孩子。当你们因生存和竞争渐渐脱去文饰和面具,露出原始的狠毒,我却依旧这么固执地与你们对峙，或愿放轻脚步，离你们而去，仅留一脉异音，为自己增一成傲骨，添三分自信！</span><br /></span></div></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7424216573667306886-5262348093791831095?l=luckypanmimi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>秋儿の月光http://www.blogger.com/profile/11557617202590490910noreply@blogger.com0